In the last post, I wrote about counting calories. Monday this week, I was going to start counting calories, but I failed. I was eating so much and I got wild when it came to chocolate… I feel bad. Poor me… But I don’t give up, so tomorrow, I’m going to try again. I’m also going to take pictures of every meal I eat, like a food diary. So on Friday, I can post all my meals from the week, maybe it will be easier in the beginning when I do it like this.
Yesterday I was so full, and I’ve gained all the weight I lost from January to March this year, so I need to lose it again. It’s going to be hard, but I have to do it for my body. I don’t feel comfortable in my own body, and we all should feel comfortable in our own body. I haven’t felt that in many years, so I hope I will get there one day. 2019 wasn’t my year, so I hope 2020 will be my year and I’m going to give it an early start. Hehe.
The good thing is that my boyfriend supports me on this, which make it much easier if I can have a little bit of self-control and don’t eat everything I see.